Lyhyesti; Törkeän pahoinpitelyn uhri. Keskivaikea masennus. Lääkkeet. Loppuunpalaminen. Vuosien toipumisprosessi. Runous ja taide vahvasti läsnä vaikeina aikoina. Urheilu pakokeinona. Täydet kulissit - asioista tietää vain harvat ja valitut. Vääriä valintoja. Menetettyjä ystäviä. Joskus asiat kai olivat vielä hyvinkin? Vai oliko sittenkään. Väkivaltainen lapsuus. Elämään on mahtunut myös paljon hyvää. Matto jalkojen alta. Eikös sitä se elämä ole? - Alamäkiä ja nousuja. Kyllä. Eteenpäin mennään.
6. heinäkuuta 2012
Unelmillakin on alku ja loppu
Turhautumisen tuskaa
Vioittaa sielua
Rikkoo pintaa, tekee haavoja
Toivottomuuden valtaa
Entisajan unelma
Silppuna mielessä
Kuvina verkkokalvoilla
Antaen lihaksille käskyn
Ja kaikki taas toimii
Muu on unohdettu
Kaikki on tässä mutta
mikään ei ole läsnä
Et anna sen tapahtua
katoat vain
Rikot minut
Vähitellen
Ensin tuosta
sitten tästä
Pelaa sinä,
elä kaksoiselämää
Mutta pysy kaukana minusta
Sinä pelkuri
4. heinäkuuta 2012
Blow me
Niin osuvat ja nerokkaat sanat tähän hetkeen. Kiitos P!nk, maailma ehkä sittenkin on puolellani. ;)
Lyrics
White knuckles and sweaty palms from hanging on too tight
Clench of jaw, I've got another headache again tonight
Eyes on fire, eyes on fire, and the burn from all the tears
I've been crying, I've been crying, I've been dying over you
Tie a knot in the rope, trying to hold, trying to hold,
But there's nothing to grab so I let go
I think I've finally had enough, I think I maybe think too much
I think this might be it for us (blow me one last kiss)
You think I'm just too serious, I think you're full of sh-t
My head is spinning so (blow me one last kiss)
Just when I think it can't get worse, I had a sh-t day (no!)
You had a sh-t day (no!), we've had a sh-t day (no!)
I think that life's too short for this
I'll pack my ignorance and bliss
I think I've had enough of this, Blow me on last kiss.
I won't miss all of the fighting that we always did,
Take it in, I mean what I say when I say there is nothing left
I am sick, whiskey-dick, no more battles for me
You'll be calling a trick, cause you'll no longer sleep
I'll dress nice, I'll look good, I'll go dancing alone
I'll laugh, I'll get drunk, I'll take somebody home
I think I've finally had enough, I think I maybe think too much
I think this might be it for us (blow me one last kiss)
You think I'm just too serious, I think you're full of sh-t
My head is spinning so (blow me one last kiss)
Just when I think it can't get worse, I had a sh-t day (no!)
You had a sh-t day (no!), we've had a sh-t day (no!)
I think that life's too short for this, I'll pack my ignorance and bliss
I think I've had enough of this. Blow me on last kiss.
I will do what I please, anything that I want
I will breathe, I won't breathe, I won't worry at all
You will pay for your sins, you'll be sorry my dear
All the lies, all the wise, will be crystal clear
I think I've finally had enough, I think I maybe think too much
I think this might be it for us (blow me one last kiss)
You think I'm just too serious, I think you're full of sh-t
My head is spinning so (blow me one last kiss)
Just when I think it can't get worse, I had a sh-t day (no!)
You had a sh-t day (no!), we've had a sh-t day (no!)
I think that life's too short for this, I'll pack my ignorance and bliss
I think I've had enough of this. Blow me on last kiss
Blow me on last kiss
Blow me on last kiss
Just when I think it can't get worse, I had a sh-t day (no!)
You had a sh-t day (no!), we've had a sh-t day (no!)
I think that life's too short for this, I'll pack my ignorance and bliss
I think I've had enough of this. Blow me on last kiss…
3. heinäkuuta 2012
Love is a losing game
Love is a losing game lyrics
For you I was a flame
Love is a losing game
Five story fire as you came
Love is a losing game
Why do I wish I never played
Oh, what a mess we made
And now the final frame
Love is a losing game
Played out by the band
Love is a losing hand
More than I could stand
Love is a losing hand
Self professed, profound
Till the chips were down
Know you’re a gambling man
Love is a losing hand
Though I’m rather blind
Love is a fate resigned
Memories mar my mind
Love is a fate resigned
Over futile odds
And laughed at by the gods
And now the final frame
Love is a losing game
-Amy Winehouse-
For you I was a flame
Love is a losing game
Five story fire as you came
Love is a losing game
Why do I wish I never played
Oh, what a mess we made
And now the final frame
Love is a losing game
Played out by the band
Love is a losing hand
More than I could stand
Love is a losing hand
Self professed, profound
Till the chips were down
Know you’re a gambling man
Love is a losing hand
Though I’m rather blind
Love is a fate resigned
Memories mar my mind
Love is a fate resigned
Over futile odds
And laughed at by the gods
And now the final frame
Love is a losing game
-Amy Winehouse-
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